today is the report card day, when we reached the hall,it was very cold,it was 9 a.m.
daddy & i used the lift which they usually lock it during school days.
we went in ,and sat in front of my class teacher,she talked just few minutes and we both sat speechlessly.
three of us was speechless,until my class teacher said: jie ying,go and sit behind there,i've got something to talk to your dad.
i was being nervous,in my mind,i think that was the thing she wants to tell daddy.
but i still sat behind there,it was cold and my palms were sweating.
i looked at her lips when she was talking to my dad,i tried to identify what she was talking in such a distance,and i knew what she was talking already.
and that's it,my palms sweats more,my heart beats faster.
thinking 'oh god,i think i'm dead after these'
but when daddy and i walked to the car,i kept asking him bout what the teacher told him.
i couldn't wait for the answer! but he said : secret,you die lo,i tell your mommy
then,on the way fetch me to home,i kept quiet ,almost cry beside daddy.
then,he started talk to me.
dad"why talk so much with your friend in class?
me" speechless
dad"study is very important you know? learn more words and you can earn money easily in your future,i want you to get benefits but not negatives.you get what i meant?
me" nodded
dad"do you know actually every night when you talking in the phone,i know one ah? i haven't let your mom know le.
me" speechless.some tears coming out,but i was controlling myself.

he said: you want me how to tell your mom about the teacher said?
me: speechless ,once again.
him: i got to go already,remember what i've told you.i know you want a puppy,i promise i'll buy you one,you want chi hua hua?(shook my head) hush puppy? (shake again) okay,you choose which you want ,but promise me,not to talk on the phone until late at night,can you?
me: nodded head

this was the very first time i'm being so speechless when talking with daddy.
sorry daddy,forgive me what i've done.
then,he left me at home.
i was nervous,then i called daddy.
me" hello?
dad" yes? you find me just now?
me" ya..er..can you..don't let mommy know?...
dad" hmm,if you can do what you promised me.
me" oh,okay...bye..

dad"hmm.

i felt better,but ,still,i think he'll let mom know one day,will he?
thanks dad.
if mom was the one who went to school,i'll be half dead,unlike now.
sorry daddy,sorry.(cries)

today is the report card day, when we reached the hall,it was very cold,it was 9 a.m.
daddy & i used the lift which they usually lock it during school days.
we went in ,and sat in front of my class teacher,she talked just few minutes and we both sat speechlessly.
three of us was speechless,until my class teacher said: jie ying,go and sit behind there,i've got something to talk to your dad.
i was being nervous,in my mind,i think that was the thing she wants to tell daddy.
but i still sat behind there,it was cold and my palms were sweating.
i looked at her lips when she was talking to my dad,i tried to identify what she was talking in such a distance,and i knew what she was talking already.
and that's it,my palms sweats more,my heart beats faster.
thinking 'oh god,i think i'm dead after these'
but when daddy and i walked to the car,i kept asking him bout what the teacher told him.
i couldn't wait for the answer! but he said : secret,you die lo,i tell your mommy
then,on the way fetch me to home,i kept quiet ,almost cry beside daddy.
then,he started talk to me.
dad"why talk so much with your friend in class?
me" speechless
dad"study is very important you know? learn more words and you can earn money easily in your future,i want you to get benefits but not negatives.you get what i meant?
me" nodded
dad"do you know actually every night when you talking in the phone,i know one ah? i haven't let your mom know le.
me" speechless.some tears coming out,but i was controlling myself.

he said: you want me how to tell your mom about the teacher said?
me: speechless ,once again.
him: i got to go already,remember what i've told you.i know you want a puppy,i promise i'll buy you one,you want chi hua hua?(shook my head) hush puppy? (shake again) okay,you choose which you want ,but promise me,not to talk on the phone until late at night,can you?
me: nodded head

this was the very first time i'm being so speechless when talking with daddy.
sorry daddy,forgive me what i've done.
then,he left me at home.
i was nervous,then i called daddy.
me" hello?
dad" yes? you find me just now?
me" ya..er..can you..don't let mommy know?...
dad" hmm,if you can do what you promised me.
me" oh,okay...bye..

dad"hmm.

i felt better,but ,still,i think he'll let mom know one day,will he?
thanks dad.
if mom was the one who went to school,i'll be half dead,unlike now.
sorry daddy,sorry.(cries)