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valentine day is coming,i will be alone?(think too fast ?)
=( i miss him,shit. i really miss him.i'm still waiting for him,sigh.
but i guess it's useless any longer,i loved you,i loves you. you wouldn't know,right?..
i really thought that we could last forever,but it won't come true,the wishes,the promises you promised,they were sweet,it's nothing now. it's just nothing for now,not anymore.







i will be going to sunway pyramid's redbox .
and do some shopping too ofcourse,as usual.
will upload soon,never forget to have a look on my blog yea.
i will be going with soojean,jianli and my camera.lols.
okayy,byee. see ya.








yay! my 'friends' are packing their luggage and going to leave me alone,yeah! bye bye! run baby run,don't ever look back! ho ho :P
hmm,i'm still having flu and cough.
getting better today already x]
will be going to ben's house to bai nian with bro,anton, chee hong and my parents.=)
ben say his mom say everyone can go to his house except me! -,- because im lala wo! sure ben create story onee! hmph! =[
okayy,after going ben's house,we will be going to uncle michael's house!*cough!* *cough!*T.T im still sick weihhh. shit.
err,i'm so exciting nowww,i want to go to uncle michael's house! his house got 3 cute puppies! you guys knew i loveeeeeeeeeeeee puppies right?! but ,my mom don't like it =(
i wanted a puppy since i was just a primary girl,and i'm fifteen now! i swear, there will be 2 puppies at least,in my future house.
they are cuteeeeeee! i love puppies! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
haha,i'm mad about puppies.
i would smile when i see cute puppies even if i wasn't in a good mood =).they're too adorable.
okayy,there will be some pictures and i will post about today later on,or maybe tomorrow.
stay tune people!







i am sick when everyone's enjoying the new moo year~! =(
i'm currently having 3 long lost 'friends' :
- fever
-flu
-sorethroat

i'd been so healthy for so long :O but they came to visit me again -,- gimme angpau better la!
was really sick yesterday,which was the second day of new year.
received some angpaus,wanna have a look ?






hey,it's new year tomorrow!
ang pau will be received tomorrow,wait for me,angpauss! :D can't wait to get them.
hope i'll grow a little taller,not too tall,ofcourse.
i'm having sore throat now.=( i hate that,i've been so healthy ,no sore throat ,no fever,no cough,for so longgg. but i had flue too.
i had a pimple -,- i hate it,it's so painful =( please,release me pimples! :O bye bye lah,i don't like you ,pimples =\ go find your new dear LOL,your new dream house is not jie ying please! T.T
i will post about the new year soon.
oh,i upload a picture each post,for now,because it will be boring if there's no picture but only words,i know .
it won't be much pictures after some time.=)
appreciate them.♥

okayy,i will be eating lots of food from tomorrow on ! heheeee!
i eat a lot now a days O: hope i won't get fat laa,don't gain weight .*prays*
okayy,got nothing to say but ,gong hei fat choi laa :D angpau mari mari ke jie ying sini laa . ho ho ho,muahs buh bye.








hey readers,i found that there's so many idiots in this world,they can misunderstand u every moment,everything u do.
i was like WTH? lol,we were so close but far apart now. not even friend ,i guess?
i didn't want to end up with these,i wished,i could've be the one.
can you make up your mind and stop misunderstanding me?
being framed is what i hate,scared,dislike.
but past few years,i was framed by many people for many stuffs i didn't do.
it's really not fair when i didn't even do that,can't you guys just think properly,check properly before you scold me ?
i'm not a perfect girl ,i know,but i'm not such bitchy girl too,please.
if you don't believe me,please,please,ask someone else or make up your mind before you want to take me as a liar or whatever please. you don't even know me,if you were me,you'll know how it feels,how it hurts inside.
i didn't even say a word,all i can do is? crying in my room,hide under the blanket. and then,end up with a pair of cacat eyes the next day.
sometimes,i really don't know why my life is like that. is it set for me? please,god,release me. i can't really stand this feelings.



















hey people,i'm preparing myself for the annual dinner .
i hope it won't end so late,cause there's school tomorrow,still.
so,there will be some pictures tomorrow or may be the day after tomorrow,stay tuneee!
okayy,i have to prepare now,bye readers.






many people say this picture is weird O: don't care la.haha.
smile for our lifeee! :D :D :D cause i have bunch of good friends =) and i loveeeeeee them!! ♥♥
i will appreciate them alot!
i love you guys! muahs!







i'm missing you,please.i took a deep breath,and i smiled.
i'm trying not to think about you ,it takes time,like everyone say so,i guess..
i miss the days,i did hope it will last forever.
but at last,these facts are cruel,still.
i couldn't forget them,sorry..you changed my life.

and i'm rushing for the homeworks and projects,it makes me not to remember some of'em.
it's better .


and i finally made a right decision,i'm happy with it. thanks,my dear friends,muax! :D :D :D





i♥shopping.ofcourse,every girl loves it too,rightt? :P :P
i went to 3shopping malls within one day,that's todayyyy! :D :D :D ♥♥!
i spotted some nice shirts,but mom said it was expensive,so she didn't buy for me :(
and i only bought the bottom stuffs , 1 short pants + 1 black legging.
p.s jie ying wasn't so satisfied with theseee! =( i will shop more to buy some clothes for this new year! everything's gonna be fine,i want it to be fine,please.











end up with some cosmetics,not bad lahh.haha.



bryant koh was finding a word to describe jie ying,and here it is :

• |̲̲̲̅̅̅ ̲̅в̲̅я̲̅у̲̲̅̅ά̲̅̅и̲̅т̲̲̅̅ ̅| • if you find a man thats worth a damn and treats you well, then he's a fool says:





1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post the picture according to the above instructions.






i'm feeling so down,so weird,i hate being this way.
i admit,i do miss you.i guess you didn't feel the same,right?
if everything remained the same,i will be happy now.
i'm sorry,i couldn't put down the past ,yet.
i couldn't forget the past,yet.








i don't know why i felt so tired today,i slept at about 10 something i guess?
but i felt much more tired laa.
i was lying on the table and was about sleeping,sorry ,my friend..i'm really sorry.. =\
i was too tired.

someone stapled the list for the houses of form 3 girls'.
then i rushed to the notice board and have a look on it.
then,i saw 2 hon jie ying @@
the first one is ..
hon jie ying 3beta kuning

the second one is..
hon jie ying 3beta biru


confused~but ms lee say i can stay in yellow house,yay.

and now i'm feeling really tired ,staying up and seating on the office chair again!
please,i want a bed now,i wan a pillow and a blanket ! =(
my eyes are half closed now ,why must i follow her to the office ,why? it's really boring and if i went back to home ,i will be sleeping now.
i am very TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD now. S-T-R-E-T-C-C-C-C-H-H-H-H-H~.
i don't want to start my tuition ,yet.
okayy ,i will stop here.








i don't have the mood to do my homework. am i wrong? am i the one?
when i see the expression on her face,i felt that i shouldn't have all these,should i?
this question kept me thinking ,hesitating,worrying,asking ..from the moment i saw her expression.
you wouldn't believe it, i guess?
may be ,because she's one of my friends,so i kept myself thinking what to do next and what i shouldn't do next.
am i the one who always have to be like that? and,why is it keep happening again and again?
i can't stand these,seriously.
whenever i see her face,i don't know what should i talk to her or what should i do.
and now,i'm afraid of looking in her eyes.because,they were telling me ' why you do this to me,why are you being like that,' i can see ,her expression was like ' i'm pissed on what you're doing right now'

but i couldn't even say a proper word,yet.
i looked at her,she shows that expression ,pulled her tie lower and said' why?'
i shook my head..

and,may be everything will be fine if these didn't happened...
i couldn't stop thinking bout these.no,i can't






it's the third day of school~
and i found myself much more concentrating when teachers are teaching . but i didn't really wanna hear the dead people stories which the mr. choong talked so long for about 2 periods.
most of the people were listening to him,but i didn't. =)
it's just too boring to hear what he says. it just make me feel annoying. so, i took the dr. jekyll and mr hyde story book and read some pages when he was talking talking talkingggggg..
i remember the first time he taught us,i almost felt asleep.
seriously!
and and and,sejarah teacher ,mr sugendrannnnn. the indian teacher,he talks fastlyyy. and wei hong asked him to talk slower haha.
AND! finally i got my locker -.-
i asked mr kadir or gadir( no idea) for locker keyy for so many times,and he told me later later later and later ,which annoys me.

then finally...

went to the lab,choosing key...
i took a key and went to him ,the lab was in a mess.
then he wrote the key's code.
then...
walked to the locker and try ' eiii,why got books onee?'
went back to the lab..
choosing again,and i chose 1.
'mr kadir,just now the locker someone using already lahh,now i change another one ah,'
'okayy,tell me the code'
then i walk to the locker and have a look in it,but..
'eii,again! why lidat oneee?!'
walk back to the labb,choose again.( the keys were messy enough and i hate it )
finally chose another one.
'mr kadir,the locker someone using again oh,i choose another one ah,'
'okay'
walking walking walking ,(worrying its someone's locker again.)
opened it,'yay! finally! waaaa! so dusty ah!'(have to clean lo~)

haha,then after that,it's time already,so i didn't study for bm .


then me and soo jean stayed back to do the maths together.
then we went to the class and do it.
take the books out,was about to start doing it,'where is my pencil box?' i said
find find find find,'what lahh! who took it!'
got angry , really angry..
then i calm down and think think think,'soo jean, what was the last period just now ?'
' err,bm'
'oh,'
'may be your pencil box is there!'
'err,haha,may be.'
'not may be,sure there already lah!'
'lol! okayy,'
'lets go'

then i found it back! xD
i was so happy when i saw my pencil boxxx!
i know it's not that expensive and i dont have to be so angry,but ,i don't really wanna lose it mahh.hahah.
then we went back to class ..
'i feel so stuipd la!'i said
'yea la ,i feel so too' soo jean said

then we continue do our stuffs haha. okayy,im gonna do my homework . bye byee~







the pink Sony Vaio L Series!
guess what?it's a PC with foldable keyboard and touchpad.(;



lol.found this at google,special laptop? @@ no idea.
it says:
the VAIO Type G will offer protection against spills, scratching and being dropped. The VAIO Type G includes a drainage system under the palm rest with drainage holes on the bottom of the notebook. If something is spilled the notebook will automatically shut itself down and drain the liquid.


the pink one! ♥:D

i love vaio laptop i just don't know why .(probably their designs and colours attracts me)
pink vaio laptop! look!
*i just simply love light pink stuffs*
there are some other colours ,but still,i prefer the pink oneeee !
but the dark blue(something like navy blue) not bad too. ahahh.






another waterproof thingy,lol.
it's a waterproof ipod stereo case,

• Lightweight, high-powered sound system
• Protective rubber bumper guards
• Adjustable wrist and shoulder straps
• Included shower mount
• Shock-absorbing compartment to protect against accidental falls
• Crystal-clear iPod compartment for optimal video viewing that doesn't cloud up
• 30 hours of playing time when fully charged
• Ability to share music with friends anywhere, no matter what the weather conditions

Hoping you would come around
And all you do is let me down
Baby but I figured you out
But not this time around

I won't pick up the phone
Don't wanna hurt anymore
But I don't believe you baby
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

I might believe you if I didn't know
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And I'm tired of being last to know
Cause it's worked each time before
I won't pick up the phone
Don't wanna hurt anymore

Like I did - before
You're not sorry no no ohhh

And it never would've gone away, no
But I watched all of it fade

I won't pick up the phone
There's nothing left to beg for
I don't believe you baby
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

valentine day is coming,i will be alone?(think too fast ?)
=( i miss him,shit. i really miss him.i'm still waiting for him,sigh.
but i guess it's useless any longer,i loved you,i loves you. you wouldn't know,right?..
i really thought that we could last forever,but it won't come true,the wishes,the promises you promised,they were sweet,it's nothing now. it's just nothing for now,not anymore.







i will be going to sunway pyramid's redbox .
and do some shopping too ofcourse,as usual.
will upload soon,never forget to have a look on my blog yea.
i will be going with soojean,jianli and my camera.lols.
okayy,byee. see ya.








yay! my 'friends' are packing their luggage and going to leave me alone,yeah! bye bye! run baby run,don't ever look back! ho ho :P
hmm,i'm still having flu and cough.
getting better today already x]
will be going to ben's house to bai nian with bro,anton, chee hong and my parents.=)
ben say his mom say everyone can go to his house except me! -,- because im lala wo! sure ben create story onee! hmph! =[
okayy,after going ben's house,we will be going to uncle michael's house!*cough!* *cough!*T.T im still sick weihhh. shit.
err,i'm so exciting nowww,i want to go to uncle michael's house! his house got 3 cute puppies! you guys knew i loveeeeeeeeeeeee puppies right?! but ,my mom don't like it =(
i wanted a puppy since i was just a primary girl,and i'm fifteen now! i swear, there will be 2 puppies at least,in my future house.
they are cuteeeeeee! i love puppies! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
haha,i'm mad about puppies.
i would smile when i see cute puppies even if i wasn't in a good mood =).they're too adorable.
okayy,there will be some pictures and i will post about today later on,or maybe tomorrow.
stay tune people!







i am sick when everyone's enjoying the new moo year~! =(
i'm currently having 3 long lost 'friends' :
- fever
-flu
-sorethroat

i'd been so healthy for so long :O but they came to visit me again -,- gimme angpau better la!
was really sick yesterday,which was the second day of new year.
received some angpaus,wanna have a look ?






hey,it's new year tomorrow!
ang pau will be received tomorrow,wait for me,angpauss! :D can't wait to get them.
hope i'll grow a little taller,not too tall,ofcourse.
i'm having sore throat now.=( i hate that,i've been so healthy ,no sore throat ,no fever,no cough,for so longgg. but i had flue too.
i had a pimple -,- i hate it,it's so painful =( please,release me pimples! :O bye bye lah,i don't like you ,pimples =\ go find your new dear LOL,your new dream house is not jie ying please! T.T
i will post about the new year soon.
oh,i upload a picture each post,for now,because it will be boring if there's no picture but only words,i know .
it won't be much pictures after some time.=)
appreciate them.♥

okayy,i will be eating lots of food from tomorrow on ! heheeee!
i eat a lot now a days O: hope i won't get fat laa,don't gain weight .*prays*
okayy,got nothing to say but ,gong hei fat choi laa :D angpau mari mari ke jie ying sini laa . ho ho ho,muahs buh bye.








hey readers,i found that there's so many idiots in this world,they can misunderstand u every moment,everything u do.
i was like WTH? lol,we were so close but far apart now. not even friend ,i guess?
i didn't want to end up with these,i wished,i could've be the one.
can you make up your mind and stop misunderstanding me?
being framed is what i hate,scared,dislike.
but past few years,i was framed by many people for many stuffs i didn't do.
it's really not fair when i didn't even do that,can't you guys just think properly,check properly before you scold me ?
i'm not a perfect girl ,i know,but i'm not such bitchy girl too,please.
if you don't believe me,please,please,ask someone else or make up your mind before you want to take me as a liar or whatever please. you don't even know me,if you were me,you'll know how it feels,how it hurts inside.
i didn't even say a word,all i can do is? crying in my room,hide under the blanket. and then,end up with a pair of cacat eyes the next day.
sometimes,i really don't know why my life is like that. is it set for me? please,god,release me. i can't really stand this feelings.



















hey people,i'm preparing myself for the annual dinner .
i hope it won't end so late,cause there's school tomorrow,still.
so,there will be some pictures tomorrow or may be the day after tomorrow,stay tuneee!
okayy,i have to prepare now,bye readers.






many people say this picture is weird O: don't care la.haha.
smile for our lifeee! :D :D :D cause i have bunch of good friends =) and i loveeeeeee them!! ♥♥
i will appreciate them alot!
i love you guys! muahs!







i'm missing you,please.i took a deep breath,and i smiled.
i'm trying not to think about you ,it takes time,like everyone say so,i guess..
i miss the days,i did hope it will last forever.
but at last,these facts are cruel,still.
i couldn't forget them,sorry..you changed my life.

and i'm rushing for the homeworks and projects,it makes me not to remember some of'em.
it's better .


and i finally made a right decision,i'm happy with it. thanks,my dear friends,muax! :D :D :D





i♥shopping.ofcourse,every girl loves it too,rightt? :P :P
i went to 3shopping malls within one day,that's todayyyy! :D :D :D ♥♥!
i spotted some nice shirts,but mom said it was expensive,so she didn't buy for me :(
and i only bought the bottom stuffs , 1 short pants + 1 black legging.
p.s jie ying wasn't so satisfied with theseee! =( i will shop more to buy some clothes for this new year! everything's gonna be fine,i want it to be fine,please.











end up with some cosmetics,not bad lahh.haha.



bryant koh was finding a word to describe jie ying,and here it is :

• |̲̲̲̅̅̅ ̲̅в̲̅я̲̅у̲̲̅̅ά̲̅̅и̲̅т̲̲̅̅ ̅| • if you find a man thats worth a damn and treats you well, then he's a fool says:





1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post the picture according to the above instructions.






i'm feeling so down,so weird,i hate being this way.
i admit,i do miss you.i guess you didn't feel the same,right?
if everything remained the same,i will be happy now.
i'm sorry,i couldn't put down the past ,yet.
i couldn't forget the past,yet.








i don't know why i felt so tired today,i slept at about 10 something i guess?
but i felt much more tired laa.
i was lying on the table and was about sleeping,sorry ,my friend..i'm really sorry.. =\
i was too tired.

someone stapled the list for the houses of form 3 girls'.
then i rushed to the notice board and have a look on it.
then,i saw 2 hon jie ying @@
the first one is ..
hon jie ying 3beta kuning

the second one is..
hon jie ying 3beta biru


confused~but ms lee say i can stay in yellow house,yay.

and now i'm feeling really tired ,staying up and seating on the office chair again!
please,i want a bed now,i wan a pillow and a blanket ! =(
my eyes are half closed now ,why must i follow her to the office ,why? it's really boring and if i went back to home ,i will be sleeping now.
i am very TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD now. S-T-R-E-T-C-C-C-C-H-H-H-H-H~.
i don't want to start my tuition ,yet.
okayy ,i will stop here.








i don't have the mood to do my homework. am i wrong? am i the one?
when i see the expression on her face,i felt that i shouldn't have all these,should i?
this question kept me thinking ,hesitating,worrying,asking ..from the moment i saw her expression.
you wouldn't believe it, i guess?
may be ,because she's one of my friends,so i kept myself thinking what to do next and what i shouldn't do next.
am i the one who always have to be like that? and,why is it keep happening again and again?
i can't stand these,seriously.
whenever i see her face,i don't know what should i talk to her or what should i do.
and now,i'm afraid of looking in her eyes.because,they were telling me ' why you do this to me,why are you being like that,' i can see ,her expression was like ' i'm pissed on what you're doing right now'

but i couldn't even say a proper word,yet.
i looked at her,she shows that expression ,pulled her tie lower and said' why?'
i shook my head..

and,may be everything will be fine if these didn't happened...
i couldn't stop thinking bout these.no,i can't






it's the third day of school~
and i found myself much more concentrating when teachers are teaching . but i didn't really wanna hear the dead people stories which the mr. choong talked so long for about 2 periods.
most of the people were listening to him,but i didn't. =)
it's just too boring to hear what he says. it just make me feel annoying. so, i took the dr. jekyll and mr hyde story book and read some pages when he was talking talking talkingggggg..
i remember the first time he taught us,i almost felt asleep.
seriously!
and and and,sejarah teacher ,mr sugendrannnnn. the indian teacher,he talks fastlyyy. and wei hong asked him to talk slower haha.
AND! finally i got my locker -.-
i asked mr kadir or gadir( no idea) for locker keyy for so many times,and he told me later later later and later ,which annoys me.

then finally...

went to the lab,choosing key...
i took a key and went to him ,the lab was in a mess.
then he wrote the key's code.
then...
walked to the locker and try ' eiii,why got books onee?'
went back to the lab..
choosing again,and i chose 1.
'mr kadir,just now the locker someone using already lahh,now i change another one ah,'
'okayy,tell me the code'
then i walk to the locker and have a look in it,but..
'eii,again! why lidat oneee?!'
walk back to the labb,choose again.( the keys were messy enough and i hate it )
finally chose another one.
'mr kadir,the locker someone using again oh,i choose another one ah,'
'okay'
walking walking walking ,(worrying its someone's locker again.)
opened it,'yay! finally! waaaa! so dusty ah!'(have to clean lo~)

haha,then after that,it's time already,so i didn't study for bm .


then me and soo jean stayed back to do the maths together.
then we went to the class and do it.
take the books out,was about to start doing it,'where is my pencil box?' i said
find find find find,'what lahh! who took it!'
got angry , really angry..
then i calm down and think think think,'soo jean, what was the last period just now ?'
' err,bm'
'oh,'
'may be your pencil box is there!'
'err,haha,may be.'
'not may be,sure there already lah!'
'lol! okayy,'
'lets go'

then i found it back! xD
i was so happy when i saw my pencil boxxx!
i know it's not that expensive and i dont have to be so angry,but ,i don't really wanna lose it mahh.hahah.
then we went back to class ..
'i feel so stuipd la!'i said
'yea la ,i feel so too' soo jean said

then we continue do our stuffs haha. okayy,im gonna do my homework . bye byee~







the pink Sony Vaio L Series!
guess what?it's a PC with foldable keyboard and touchpad.(;



lol.found this at google,special laptop? @@ no idea.
it says:
the VAIO Type G will offer protection against spills, scratching and being dropped. The VAIO Type G includes a drainage system under the palm rest with drainage holes on the bottom of the notebook. If something is spilled the notebook will automatically shut itself down and drain the liquid.


the pink one! ♥:D

i love vaio laptop i just don't know why .(probably their designs and colours attracts me)
pink vaio laptop! look!
*i just simply love light pink stuffs*
there are some other colours ,but still,i prefer the pink oneeee !
but the dark blue(something like navy blue) not bad too. ahahh.






another waterproof thingy,lol.
it's a waterproof ipod stereo case,

• Lightweight, high-powered sound system
• Protective rubber bumper guards
• Adjustable wrist and shoulder straps
• Included shower mount
• Shock-absorbing compartment to protect against accidental falls
• Crystal-clear iPod compartment for optimal video viewing that doesn't cloud up
• 30 hours of playing time when fully charged
• Ability to share music with friends anywhere, no matter what the weather conditions

Hoping you would come around
And all you do is let me down
Baby but I figured you out
But not this time around

I won't pick up the phone
Don't wanna hurt anymore
But I don't believe you baby
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

I might believe you if I didn't know
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And I'm tired of being last to know
Cause it's worked each time before
I won't pick up the phone
Don't wanna hurt anymore

Like I did - before
You're not sorry no no ohhh

And it never would've gone away, no
But I watched all of it fade

I won't pick up the phone
There's nothing left to beg for
I don't believe you baby
You're not sorry, no no ohhh