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Sunday, April 25, 2010
bloody sunday

i woke up at 7.30 and get myself prepared until 8 something.
got in the car,went to dad's office to fetch his workers,straight go to the ipoh jusco's popular. omg
damn tired! my leg is still aching now! =( need someone to massage for me.
and well,i bought something over there. there was alot of boutique shops and something like kuchai lama. yes,a part of it only. but not crowded at all.
damn lil people around,daddy fetched us there to let us shop.
we shopped a while and i saw dad sat in the kopitiam and drink coffee alone,i feel bad =( then i said i don't want shop already,let's go =) daddy's so good,he always accompany us to shop and not even complaining.
i love you daddy! =D

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
you said i'm stubborn

the more you make the promise,the more i'm afraid of getting hurt and you gave me the worst birthday ever,seriously.
i didn't expected all these shits will happen to me,even us.
my god i seriously thought you were someone to be trusted,to rely on.
but now,i don't think so. but then,i'm trying the very best of me to give trust and confidence in you once again.
not that i don't want to,you made me protect myself from getting hurt again,and this is the way how i protect myself when you did it so many times to me.
i didn't thought of treating you like this,this isn't what i wanted.
i wanted a simple birthday celebration with some joy,i didn't get it,but i got those ugliest thing ever which stab my heart to the deepest.
i am now getting used to it,you promised again after we argued. but you still didn't keep your promise,and it hell get my nerves on! i couldn't control my emotions and my physical actions.
who should i trust now? omg
i hope i can read through your mind,without talking without you telling me the lies.
the biggest present i want for my birthday was just that,as simple as that.
this is the worst birthday i've ever had,trust me.
i don't celebrate much with my families for my birthday,but usually a cake with candles on it and blew it and ate'em up,that's it.
i usually get wishes from friends,gifts from friends.
but hell, i don't know what the fuck is wrong with my 16th life? THESE IS FREAKING ME OUT,I COULDN'T STAND THESE ANYMORE! i'm going crazy soon. no, really.


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Sunday, April 18, 2010
the insecurities.

well,sorry for not updating the blog and kept it so dead for so uber long.
it's been weeks or months i didn't blog.
because i just don't feel so.

i seriously wonder,why should i give trust in anyone with 100% of confidence.
i used to trust people around me,share every single thing with people around me,but they just love to hurt you in return. when you treat someone with the heart,they know but they don't appreciate and they love to hurt you,backstab you,bitch bout you,create rumours bout you,even do something behind you without you noticing it.
and when you only realized he/she did it and you didn't really expected it'll happen to you,it seriously make your heartbeat goes to 100 + .
yea,it was me.
i saw something i shouldn't see,i knew something i shouldn't know.
i shouted like an idiot,because my heart was feeling like fuck yea it fucking hurts.
it was my birthday,yes i got wishes from many people,but i didn't get what i wanted so desperately.
people around me just love to betray me when i didn't do that to them.
i feel like such an awful freak.
i should stop here by now,i am seriously disappointed..

the promises ain't done.

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this is kinda true,found it somewhere~

男朋友在乎你的体重有没有升；老公在乎你今晚有没有吃饱


男朋友在乎你今天打扮的够不够漂亮；老公在乎你今天穿的那么 少会不会冻着

当你遇到困难的事情时候，男朋友会安慰你；老公会在第一时间 赶到

男朋友在乎你今天开心过没有；老公会在乎你今天遇到不开心的 事没有

男朋友只给你买漂亮的时装；老公给你买温暖的羽绒服

男朋友和哥们吃饭不会想你在干什么 吃饭怎么办；老公和哥们吃饭会不踏实 时不时给你发信息，一遍遍告诉你他很快就会回来

如果你够漂亮，男朋友会考虑要不要把你带给他的朋友看，长 长面子：如果你不够漂亮，你的老公走到哪都会带着你，也许你 没有勇气，但是他会给你鼓励。

男朋友的家人如果不喜欢你，他会放弃你：老公的家人如果不喜 欢你，他会尽自己最大的努力去保护你。

男朋友觉的你们不合适，他会走开，即使他还喜欢你；如果全世 界都觉得你们不合适，可是你的老公还是会守候你。

男朋友只会限于他所认为的人知道你的存在；老公会告诉整个世 界：你是他的宝贝。

男朋友打完电话会急急挂掉；老公会等你挂断，他才会挂断。

男朋友会在你烦闷的时候让你自己静静；老公会留下来跟你吵 架，帮你发泄。

男朋友在你特殊的几天里会躲着你；老公会在那几天给你冲热 水，给你讲笑话。

男朋友会把你说分手当真；老公会在你说分手之后挽留你，因为 他知道你希望被挽留，并不想走。

男朋友会在自己有能力的范围内满足你；老公会付出一切都要满 足你，即使满足不了，他还是会尽最大努力。

男朋友想的明天和未来很少；老公会把你们以后的宝宝名字都取 好。

男朋友不敢给承诺，给了也未必做到; 老公敢于做出了承诺，而乙欢ɑ嶙龅健?

男朋友不敢相信你们的爱情；老公会把娶你当做他的人生目标， 并且渴望和你一起变老。

亲爱的朋友们，当你觉得他做到这些时再叫他老公吧！

♥因为老公才是这个世界上真正爱你的男人♥

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