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Sunday, April 18, 2010
the insecurities.

well,sorry for not updating the blog and kept it so dead for so uber long.
it's been weeks or months i didn't blog.
because i just don't feel so.

i seriously wonder,why should i give trust in anyone with 100% of confidence.
i used to trust people around me,share every single thing with people around me,but they just love to hurt you in return. when you treat someone with the heart,they know but they don't appreciate and they love to hurt you,backstab you,bitch bout you,create rumours bout you,even do something behind you without you noticing it.
and when you only realized he/she did it and you didn't really expected it'll happen to you,it seriously make your heartbeat goes to 100 + .
yea,it was me.
i saw something i shouldn't see,i knew something i shouldn't know.
i shouted like an idiot,because my heart was feeling like fuck yea it fucking hurts.
it was my birthday,yes i got wishes from many people,but i didn't get what i wanted so desperately.
people around me just love to betray me when i didn't do that to them.
i feel like such an awful freak.
i should stop here by now,i am seriously disappointed..

the promises ain't done.

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